New month. Lots of changes. And still need to make few more changes. For better future, I guess. Coz the truth is im not getting any younger at all. I’ll be having a redesign for this site soon. yeah, if time permits… and of course for my benefit .., so as for me not to forget coding. I miss HTML, PHP and other backend stuffs. I am, at present, in a new kind of environment and I have to deal with PSD’s most of the time. But I’m lovin it, am learning a lot. Focus purely on designs., which is cool… gone are the underpaid complains. wherein i’ll have to design the psd’s, slice then convert to html, add the content, do some backend stuffs, deal with never ending revisions, and wait until the client is satisfied – then that’s the time you’ll get the pay. Whew. And yet these aren’t enough… had a talk with my auntie yesterday, who, for so many years loves to rant and analyze my own life for me. She’s giving me a deadline. She wanted me to involve in the business world and I am so <i>tamad</i> to start it… argh, my complain where in the world will I get the money… she said, its not a problem, she’ll help me out… I told her I already have my freelance team.. and that I might end up working with them instead…ok fine, she wanted me to put an office, get a secretary, an operator, etc. blahs.. [oh as if ang daling gawin] i dont know..let’s see. (but hey I wanted to, but im scared) she is my father’s sister and her two children is into advertising (who has branches in naga and manila) dealing with big client’s like Nestle, Unilever, etc. ; creating panaflex, photosticker, store paints, posters, tarpauline and etc. So in short, she wants me to be like them. Que sera que sera..so that i/ll have my own house and car too..just like them. She believes that i can never get those if I am just a plain employee. (even if its a high paying job). Ok, dont quit the day job. Get a secretary, get your own staff. Waah, as if. Well, not bad. But then how and when?