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It’s been months since I have this QLC thing and I’m hating it. It produces a strong negative energy that pushes me to the edge. Sometimes in some random moment, I would cry over nothing at all or over something tiny that is unreasonable. I am becoming sensitive and really – it is sooo UNme. I know myself as someone who has a broad mind, doesn’t whine, and considers individual indifferences. But not lately.
The formula of looking at the brighter side of things is nowhere to be found. Everything is pale and gray. The colors are dying. I need to do something to save the remaining colors before everything else turns to empty black.
I guess I am missing lot of things. I miss my old laugh like the one I had during the TP days with the guy friends. Hey, I also miss Donnie. I hope he’ll get a job soon. The boyfriend plus Donskie are the only duo who has the great power to make me laugh.
I guess I am also preoccupied – of future. Of wanting to go somewhere but I know I still need to consider first things first.
I guess I’ve been waiting and wondering if I am waiting for nothing.
I guess I shouldn’t be affected if some people are indifferent. I guess it’s normal that some people won’t like you for whatever reasons they have.
I guess I can’t convince them either that it is completely wrong to trust impressions. I guess a friend is right, I shouldn’t mind them because these haters are either bitter or insecure.
But then again, I guess I need to trash the negative vibes.
Coz maybe I guess I read books and dream a lot that I almost forgot that I am living in the world of reality.
That is why I guess I should go back watching TV and playing my guitar.
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Joni said,
Hey Liz.. You ok? I hope you get over your QLC soon. I’m sure you’re going to be just fine. But then again, we are entitled to have our emo moments once in while, so ok lang yan, iiyak mo lang. Hehe. Kape-kape ulit tayo? Tanggal yan pramis. haha. :)
Liz said,
@Joni – Ewan ko ba, ang emo ko lately. Gah. Oo nga di ba saka sine-sine!! Sana naman bago mag pasko noh! Hehe thanks Joni :)
Riz said,
Alam mo, feeling ko talaga this is beyond QLC eh. Parang there’s this certain gravitational pull somewhere. You’re not alone bruh, I feel that way too. I cant quite control my shifts in emotions too. Nakakainis na nga minsan but I can’t help it naman. Haaay. Best we can do is to squeeze our eyes shut and pray that the moment will just pass. Relaks ka lang. And just know that WE’re not alone. :)
mae said,
I’ve been like that for the past months, it doesn’t fee great pero it’s nice to feel weak sometimes eh diba?
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Joni said,
Kaya kape-kape, chika-chika, at sine-sine na tayong apat!! haha.
Brian said,
Yeah, watch TV and play guitar. That’s what I will do, too.
Liz said,
@Riz & Mae – Thanks, thanks…tara na kape na aba pasko na noh! @Brian – yeah, I need to – in order to trash the negative energy. Oh btw, I love the International Red :)
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