It’s cold outside – the Christmas breeze is here once again just in time to say hello to month of December.

Goodbye sweet November – you’re such a hopeless romantic month for me.

You caused a lot of tears as I digest // you had me at my best // moments while watching One More Chance movie with every little oops and sighs // na sana ako pa rin, ako na lang.., ako na lang uli // :|

You showed me the way to serenity as I watched the Enchanted movie and made me realize that the real essence of happily-ever-after doesn’t live in the world of fairytale; that you definitely can’t marry a prince just because he can sing and save you from a monster – heart options offers more than that.

The month that you brought has told stories of engagements, friend’s wedding preparations and the recently famous sweet creative proposal. Also, you made a friend of mine happy by blessing them with a child.

Now it’s time to let you go again. I need to deal with the approaching cold month next to you and I wish it will bring special moments again for me to share, live and cherish. Farewell to you November, I had fun waking up and facing each day of your thirty days.

It’s kinda weird but ever since birth – I really can’t tell easily if the earth is shaking. The only time that I’ll know that it is indeed an earthquake is if / when someone or a commotion told me so, or when I started to look consciously on a certain object that is moving.

There is the presence of dizziness but the reality of feeling that – oh I am swaying, I think it’s an earthquake – was never felt.

Just like awhile ago when an almost 5 magnitude earthquake struck Luzon areas of Paradise Philippines. Silently scared, everyone in the office took the stairs down from 21st floor.

While waiting for some aftershocks outside the building, some people shared more earthquake stories like the severe one that happened last 1990, which makes me wonder again, where was I when it happened? And how come I can’t recall any experience?!

Sigh, this is the result of a busy mind, it makes you sooo preoccupied of issues and whatnot that you can no longer tell if your world, your career and your life is shaking.