It’s like spending a rainy night listening to some music you have in your playlist, sitting in bed while hiding in the silence of the night, thinking of things, with a drop of tear or two while holding on to that slight glimmer of hope that sooner or later – it’s going to be fine again.

Also, it’s like convincing yourself that maybe you can try at least to believe that it is easier to trust positivity than locking yourself in negativity; that there’s no point to drop another tear at all; that it’s okay to leave things as they are because you understand that certain things in this world are meant to live in that constant phase;

Then it’s like waking up unexpectedly on an early unusual Sunday morning because your Mom is knocking on your bedroom’s door telling you to wake up. And then as you opened the door, you found your loving boyfriend standing in front of you painting your morning to smile with wonderful fuscha flowers.

All in all, it’s like spending the next 12 hours and forever more after that in bliss and rainbow colors.

Love in the land of rubber shoes and dirty ice cream :)

you look at her, she smiles
and so you love her
you look at her, she cries
and so you think if you really love her

you look around, and see people happy
look at them, you said
can’t we always be happy just like them
you asked

you look at her, she’s happy and pleased
and so you’re there
you look at her, she’s sad and depress
and so suddenly you’re not there

she looks at you and see reality
you only love her when she’s at her best
but how about now
when she’s at her worst

Documenting a rare kind of day where I’ve been to 5 banks.
(yes, in just one day while it’s raining so hard)

First, I went to Bank A to follow-up my cyber account and deposit.

Then I headed straight to Bank B to pay domain and hosting bills.

My sister asked if I can lend her money and since it’s a payday, I went to Bank C to check my payroll and widthraw some.

Afterwards I went to Bank D to send money to my sister’s account.

The boyfriend & I has a different bank. We get a part of our payroll every payday for our savings. I went to Bank E to do that.

Imagine the tiring line waiting! What’s so weird about the situation is that – I never heard myself whining! Why, because I’m aware that it’s a reality. Sometimes you have to sacrifice a lil in order to make things right.

Anyway, just to update you of what’s keeping me busy lately. Well, I’ve been cleaning up some mess in my files. The hacker made some changes & added spam links in all my archive internal pages. I’m checking all the pages one by one! (imagine that). A week ago, my wordpress files were acting weird too. ‘Buti na lang, The Joni helped me fixing my comments code. Thank you girl! Utang ko sayo kape.

Ohwell. What did I do? A lot of things has been happening lately and it all involves measuring my patience.